Necromancer
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I don't know if I have a problem or not.
I have, for a long time now, lost ALL trust & faith in humankind.
I am even very ashamed to be a human being, myself. No disrespect to any individuals, but I hate people with a passion.
While others are too busy only giving a hoot about themselves, I also don't care about anybody else because of it.
If I didn't have SOME kind of morality, I'd be a mass murderer by now.
Sometimes I wish a huge asteroid would come & collide with the earth OR that every nation would blow each other up.
I TRY to share my ideas...nobody cares.
I TRY to make a joke...everybody says it's lame & tells me to go away.
I TRY to "reason" with people, but thats impossible.
ALL I hear is "dog eat dog" or "I better get in before somebody beats me to it" or "law of the jungle rules here" or "wheres that next loophole I can take advantage of" or "whats the best way I can con money out of people"
Even though I am an atheist, I want Judgement Day to freaking hurry the heck up.
If I didn't have SOME kind of self preservation mechanism, i'd also have commited suicide ages ago too.
I have NO friends IRL (NOT that I want any, because "friends" are shallow morons who use their position for emotional advantage)
My family is the same as me, nobody wants anything to do with any other member of my family (thats freaking good & suits me fine)
Whenever I say anything to ANYBODY, no matter WHAT, I am told "shut up you whining female dog"
I loathe, detest, hate mankind.
I WISH I was the "Antichrist".
I WISH I had the power.
I WISH I could turn back time 100-200 years.
Living by ANY kind of "moral standards" immediately makes people avoid me like the plague anyways.
Living by example is a complete waste of time, because nobody even notices or cares.
I dont WANT to like people (hence why it seems I do not have a problem here)
I am destined to live a very lonely & secluded existence, but its HARD to avoid situations where human imbeciles occur.
I also detest the internet (I THOUGHT it was a way out) til I realised that people freaking TYPE on it. *sigh*
So..what's the verdict here? Certifiably crazy or not?
I have, for a long time now, lost ALL trust & faith in humankind.
I am even very ashamed to be a human being, myself. No disrespect to any individuals, but I hate people with a passion.
While others are too busy only giving a hoot about themselves, I also don't care about anybody else because of it.
If I didn't have SOME kind of morality, I'd be a mass murderer by now.
Sometimes I wish a huge asteroid would come & collide with the earth OR that every nation would blow each other up.
I TRY to share my ideas...nobody cares.
I TRY to make a joke...everybody says it's lame & tells me to go away.
I TRY to "reason" with people, but thats impossible.
ALL I hear is "dog eat dog" or "I better get in before somebody beats me to it" or "law of the jungle rules here" or "wheres that next loophole I can take advantage of" or "whats the best way I can con money out of people"
Even though I am an atheist, I want Judgement Day to freaking hurry the heck up.
If I didn't have SOME kind of self preservation mechanism, i'd also have commited suicide ages ago too.
I have NO friends IRL (NOT that I want any, because "friends" are shallow morons who use their position for emotional advantage)
My family is the same as me, nobody wants anything to do with any other member of my family (thats freaking good & suits me fine)
Whenever I say anything to ANYBODY, no matter WHAT, I am told "shut up you whining female dog"
I loathe, detest, hate mankind.
I WISH I was the "Antichrist".
I WISH I had the power.
I WISH I could turn back time 100-200 years.
Living by ANY kind of "moral standards" immediately makes people avoid me like the plague anyways.
Living by example is a complete waste of time, because nobody even notices or cares.
I dont WANT to like people (hence why it seems I do not have a problem here)
I am destined to live a very lonely & secluded existence, but its HARD to avoid situations where human imbeciles occur.
I also detest the internet (I THOUGHT it was a way out) til I realised that people freaking TYPE on it. *sigh*
So..what's the verdict here? Certifiably crazy or not?